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Mmmmm, another delicious weekend and now it's Monday again.  I love weekends where I can spend the whole time in (at least) a low-grade subspace.  The problem with that is handling Monday mornings.

It's happened enough over the past four years that you'd think I'd have developed some strategies for making a successful shift from that vulnerable subbiness to the very guarded person people outside the kink community know and expect me to be.  It's hard to construct and de-construct those layers on a regular basis, though it gets easier with practice.

So, I'm working on it.  I know I can't sustain that sort of openness and vulnerability outside of (for lack of a better phrase) kinkspace, but it's such a pain to close off again and re-armor myself for those slings and arrows...

Mondays are a pain, but at least I get to go to work for eight hours and not think about what a depressing thing it is to have to close myself off...

Waking up

Apr. 2nd, 2006 09:26 pm
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Okay.  So, I've had this account for a year and a half.  I haven't posted since October.  That should tell everyone something VERY important, right?

Well, no.  I was only ever posting for myself and my lovely Mistress ([profile] mzchompy77), as a way to get some of these thoughts in my head out to her.  Well, I've gotten better about SAYING them, rather than having to write them, so I stopped.

I'm not sure where I'm going with all this, except to try to explain how I got here....Anyway, I'm here now, as if I woke up from a long sleep


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